jae-young ( JUN ) song.
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GENERAL INFORMATION.
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name: song jae-young stage name: JUN nickname(s): junnie ( only close friends ), black rose ( fans ) occupation: idol age: 28 species: human dob: 12/23 birthplace: seoul, south korea current location: seoul, south korea | los angeles, california ( regularly travels back and forth ) gender | sex | pronouns: nonbinary | male | he/they/she ( closeted ) education: attended an arts high school. has plans to enroll in university but has yet to do so. height: 5'7" weight: 137 lbs hair: naturally brown β dyed different colors often. eyes: brown piercings | tattoos | other modifications: multiple ear piercings | none | none birthmarks | scars: no notable birthmarks | he has scars around his left eye from reconstructive surgery after being attacked on stage. these are mostly concealed with makeup, an eyepatch or heavy editing. strengths: ambitious, hard-working, professional weaknesses: short-tempered, stubborn, cold languages known: korean, japanese, english ( learning )
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jun is ambitious, hard-working and driven in his career. he strives to remain approachable, professional and mild in work settings, such as interviews, studio sessions, etc. however, he is notorious for having a short temper that can't be contained once something doesn't go his way. while jun comes across as mild and polite in the public eye, underneath that mask lies endless sarcasm, stubbornness and a general coldness toward even people who work closely with him. jun cares for those around him on the surface, taking good care of his friends and colleagues within his own capacity, but he is unwilling to allow himself to construct deep bonds with them as he fears it will hurt his standing within the industry and make things more complicated when he inevitably moves on from them. this was best displayed when he agreed to leaving his former group to pursue a solo career without a second thought as to what they'd do without him. he's a deeply lonely person but has found himself struggling to drop his walls enough to show himself in meaningful ways by those around him. when he's in settings he deems comfortable, he does have a more silly side to him, though he tends to tuck that away in professional environments. jun has a difficult time communicating through conversations; instead, he channels many of his inner conflicts, ideas and outlooks through his music. following his injury, jun has made a personal decision to let people in a bit more and repair some of the bonds he's severed during years of deep unhappiness and selfishness.
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religious beliefs | political views: SOON. | MORE SOON. likes: traveling, clothes, jewelry, dancing dislikes: one-on-one conversations in most settings, lack of professionalism in a working space, unnecessary loudness habits | mannerisms: jun struggles a lot with eye contact. because he wears a prosthetic eye, he doesn't want people looking too closely at it, so in one-on-one conversations, he always finds himself looking away or turning his head so that eye can't be seen as well. often bites his nails and messes around with his hair. hobbies | interests: outside his career, jun likes sewing and designing outfits. he'd like to collaborate with a fashion brand one day. mental health: jun struggles with depression, anxiety and PTSD, which he has been in and out of treatment for. he has a long-standing struggle with his body image, in part due to extreme diet restrictions imposed on him by his managers, which he has yet to receive any formal evaluation for because he doesn't believe there is an issue. physical health: the loss of his eye has led to balance and depth perception issues that jun spends a lot of time learning to manage. additionally, he still suffers migraines from the head injury he sustained in the same incident. smoke | drink | drugs: no | occasionally | no facts: jun speaks a lot about himself through his music, lyrics and particularly through dance moves, leading his fans to spend a lot of time decoding and deciphering hidden meanings in his works. this has been observed in his choice to use his backing dancers as representations of various parts of himself. more recently, he's begun to incorporate references to his physical struggles within his choreography. he's an extremely picky eater. though he doesn't share much of himself, he doesn't take it lightly when people share things with him. when someone he sees frequently shares something with him ( favorite foods, fun facts, interests, etc. ), he always remembers it and will likely reference it later on in gifts or random comments.
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mother: park mi-ja; alive. father: song jin-ho; alive. upbringing: jun's parents were both involved in the entertainment industry, his father a company executive and his mother a choreographer. both pushed him to become a part of the same world, entering him in vocal lessons and dance classes from a very young age, as well as training him at home. jun was entered in all kinds of competitions and programs by his parents before being scouted by his current agency. he debuted with XRUSH at fourteen, though his parents remained a large part of his career even after. his parents still have a lot of oversight in his decisions and often hover over him to the same extent as his managers. he's never had a particularly loving relationship with either of them, much of their dynamic being based on work without much celebration of success. his parents have made certain he's never wanted for anything in a material sense, but he can't stand either of them. marital status: single ( multi-li ) significant other: none orientation: undisclosed ex(es): SOON. children: none
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group name: xRush fandom name: Flux years active: 11 years ( disbanded ) concepts: continuous change and movement, stars and space/other plains of existence, excellence members: Do-Yun Jang ( leader ), Seungjae Jung, Hakyun Kim, Jae-young ( JUN ) Song ( maknae )
artist name: JUN fandom name: Petals years active: 3 years ( solo ) | 11 years ( xRush ) styles: contemporary, hip hop concepts: sensuality, self-discovery and identity, beauty in pain, rebirth, fluidity, divinity
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Disclaimer: Writer is 34 ooc. Iβm not affiliated with Taemin or SHINee. I just use him/them to portray my character.
one }} Iβll pretty much write whatever length suits the response. Typically, you can expect 3-12 paragraphs from me depending on the storyline and whatβs going on. I even love a one-line banter on occasion.
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four }} This is a multi-storyline character, meaning a storyline with Person A will have no effect on an existing storyline with Person B unless itβs discussed and agreed upon by all parties involved. Multi-ship, but chemistry has to be there.
five }} I really shouldnβt have to say this, but no OOC drama. IC drama is A-okay though.
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seven }} Mostly IC when casually commenting things. OOC will be marked with "|" at the beginning of the message/comment etc. Discussions are always OOC.
eight }} Jun is not always the kindest person and might be a little cold at times. Please understand, anything he says is IC and is never personal from me the writer.